I was always taught that a classy lady kept her privacy
But no one ever told me she could deprive a life so free
Mysterious with no intent
Protection is the word I’ve paired you with
But mystery has caused your dysfunction
You don’t even know who you are
Without all the opinions and puppeteer behavior
And that scares the hell outta you
So you’ve found lust with mystery
Something that started off so innocent but turned into mind control
So many sarcastic jokes and actions revoked
You fear the mysterious side you may truly not know
The one that’s free unapologetically
The one that is keen and balanced like that everlasting ever-changing tree
The one that receives the love that is unconditional
That has no secrets
More frequent and unafraid
Because now your secrets aren’t really secrets, just your brighter days
That you fear others may not understand to the same degree
But if only I just took the chance
Removed my pride and let love and truth lead the way
Maybe, just maybe, I’d feel like people would understand Chi for Chi
And not the carbon copy version of me